Wednesday, January 25, 2012

More Than What's Necessary

Let me be clear on one thing. I promised not to turn this blog (unlike my previous ones) into another emotional trash bin that's filled with rants, spur-of-the-moment retorts and hate speeches. No this will never be one of those.





Today is not to break this promise.
Today is to celebrate a wonderful experience- another blessing in the form of a person who is now very close to my heart.
Today is to announce a feeling and a desire worth embracing and acknowledging.


When a person becomes so close to you, sometimes we can't help but like this person.
When we get to know someone beyond the "daily show" and become witness to their vulnerability, we become weak and drowned in the lightness of the feeling of sincerity and trust.
We become honored and we can't help but appreciate this level of trust and affection.
It comes to a point when we like them more than what is necessary.
This excites us and makes our heart so giddy  and ecstatic.
At times, it becomes unbearable we just need to give it off.
And then we start asking the Lord (the author of the desires of our heart),
Is my heart deceiving me, Lord? Am I feeling what I should be feeling?
Is this right?


I believe that He is most faithful to us and our needs.
He knows our needs and desires more than we know them.
He knows us more than we know ourselves.
And He will never forsake us. His time is perfect.
One thing is certain. 
This season is a blessing- a time to seek Him more, to ask wisdom and discernment and time to wait for greater things to happen. 
Great things that He has prepared for us.
Great things that He has equipped us for.
And for whatever reason and wisdom that is behind this desire that He has planted beneath my heart for this person, I am sure it is to take me to better days.


So to YOU, who gives my day an extra pocketful of sunshine and bliss. Thank you. You are such a blessing.


To Jesus. My Lord and my best friend. Thank you for this Person. For this feeling. For this firing desire. For this wonderful experience. For this blessing. For this season.


Excited for the days ahead!


 -carpe diem-

More Than What's Necessary

Let me be clear on one thing. I promised not to turn this blog (unlike my previous ones) into another emotional trash bin that's filled with rants, spur-of-the-moment retorts and hate speeches. No this will never be one of those.





Today is not to break this promise.
Today is to celebrate a wonderful experience- another blessing in the form of a person who is now very close to my heart.
Today is to announce a feeling and a desire worth embracing and acknowledging.


When a person becomes so close to you, sometimes we can't help but like this person.
When we get to know someone beyond the "daily show" and become witness to their vulnerability, we become weak and drowned in the lightness of the feeling of sincerity and trust.
We become honored and we can't help but appreciate this level of trust and affection.
It comes to a point when we like them more than what is necessary.
This excites us and makes our heart so giddy  and ecstatic.
At times, it becomes unbearable we just need to give it off.
And then we start asking the Lord (the author of the desires of our heart),
Is my heart deceiving me, Lord? Am I feeling what I should be feeling?
Is this right?


I believe that He is most faithful to us and our needs.
He knows our needs and desires more than we know them.
He knows us more than we know ourselves.
And He will never forsake us. His time is perfect.
One thing is certain. 
This season is a blessing- a time to seek Him more, to ask wisdom and discernment and time to wait for greater things to happen. 
Great things that He has prepared for us.
Great things that He has equipped us for.
And for whatever reason and wisdom that is behind this desire that He has planted beneath my heart for this person, I am sure it is to take me to better days.


So to YOU, who gives my day an extra pocketful of sunshine and bliss. Thank you. You are such a blessing.


To Jesus. My Lord and my best friend. Thank you for this Person. For this feeling. For this firing desire. For this wonderful experience. For this blessing. For this season.


Excited for the days ahead!


 -carpe diem-